i don’t even use tumblrrrr!!!

lol..
I miss Adam W.
sigh..

and i watched New Moon today.

it made me sad.

Everything makes me sad.

why can’t i grow a pair of balls and stop being mopey.

MOPY? whatever it’s spelt.

i prefer mopey.

boooooo…

i miss cali weather.

hmm.. picture taken 5-11-10

I miss you! ahhhh! this stinks.


I’ve been hanging out with… let’s label him as the “guido”  a lot.
He’s a sweetheart. lol.  It’s weird how you can tell when someone’s not from Oklahoma by the way they act and the way they treat you.

Other than that, I hope to see you soon.
And I hope you keep your words.
I’m tired of broken promises.

i.. don’t even know..

hahah.

that’s pretty much it.
i think that face says it all.

So.. *** is INCREDIBLY cuuuuuuuute.
like hands down, top notch!  Makes me drool.
He ROWS. How attractive is that, right?
I love a guy who is active with muscles and what not.
and can sit down and have a beer with me.
sigh.. this just makes me question myself even more.
and what I really want in life. what do i want?
a dancer? a jock? or possibly tame a playboy?
is that even possible?! shoooooot.